Post by Tristan James Gray on Feb 6, 2010 14:58:30 GMT -8
`you rule the world, you give the word.
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And if Tristan James Gray should fall behind...[/b]
"Nothing Like a Funeral to make you feel alive.
Carpe Diem "
` you've got to learn to act like god.[/b][/size][/center]
age Sixteen
rp experience 6+ years.
how you found us Ad.
contacts Look at Faylinn..[/size][/ul]
`just let their suffering slip your mind.
[/b][/size][/center]nicknames Tristan
age Nineteen
date of birth
species Human
canon Nope.
face claim Alex Mckee. [/size][/ul]
`in which we nod in agreement.
[/b][/size][/center]weight 150.
tattoos&piercings No.
distinguishing features Scars on his chest, from the surgeries.
physical flaws His scars, also he way skinny like his ribs stick out skinny.
personal style Darker clothes. Typically band logos and jeans. He likes to stick out just enough to be remembered.
general description
When it comes to Tristan, and fashion. Well the two of them really don't mix well. His idea of dressing up is putting on a button up shirt on. Which it's truly rare that he dresses up. For the most part, he just wears t-shirts, band ts, and the occasional whatever is clean. Along with a shirt, he's typically not seen without a hoodie or a jacket on.
As for pants, Tristan really doesn't understand the attraction of looking like a girl, and wearing tight jeans. He sticks with his long, baggy jeans that are held up by two belts at a time. He's sworn that he will never wear tight jeans for as long as he lives.
As for everything else that makes his style him. Well Tristan typically lets his hair grow pretty long, lets it cover his eyes. It's always changing between a lighter brown, to darker shades, sometimes it's black. He likes to wear vans, or airwalks, shoes that won't fall apart while he's skating. He's typically known for wearing, at least a few arm bracelets, or those plastic bands around his wrist, and a backpack normally at all times. [/size][/ul]
`help me escape from lonely choirs
[/b][/size][/center]dislikes being in a real relationship. ass holes. people who think there better. cops. spicy food. waking up. early mornings. hang overs. bad music. fakes. old people. reading. sitting still. stupid jokes. his genetics. people who want him to change. soda. video games. tv. being bored. being at the doctors. being in bed rest. public restrooms. relationships. people who cant let it go. people who don't understand. girls who want to make him theres. anyone finding out the truth. giving blood. having surgery. girls who think because they hooked up there in a relationship. being a boyfriend. being pulled away from a fight. being yelled at. take out. ipods. posers. being pitied. commitment. needy people. not being able to take a joke. being overweight. being lazy.
strengths loosing people. being in hospitals. dealing with doctors. understand death. living for today. savoring every moment. having no regrets. being a family man. never letting anyone in. fighting. standing up for what he believes in. being fearless. keeping secrets.
weaknesses He's terminal. The police know his face. being around people. the future. being unsure. getting in trouble. not thinking before he speaks. temper. doesn't know when to back off. opening up to people. following rules. being around a big group of people. being touched. rude without knowing it.
goals to find a cure. to be known. to go out with a bang. to find someone who will miss him. to know his family is okay. to change the world. to touch someone's life. to have someone know about his condition.
fears being lost. hurting someone he cares about. no one caring about him. having no one notice when he's gone. no one crying at his funeral. to die with a regret. to die knowing there was something he should have done. letting ___ or Maggy down.
secrets He's terminally ill with something the doctors can't fix. He's got two years to live supposedly.
personality
You know those questions that say if you only had (blank) days/years to live how would you spend them? Well people always say something different, and are always told you don't really know until your in that situation. Well Tristan has never had to think about something like that. Since the moment he was born he's been sick. He's been ill, ternimally ill, he's ticket's been pulled. He's known when he was going to die, since he was ten years old. This plays a lot into who Tristan is, into who he's become, and how he acts. Because of he know his life will be over soon enough. He's grown some of his characteristic traits.
Such as his level of patience is none. Zero. Zip. Tristan doesn't like to wait for anything. Ever. He wants what he wants then and there. He doesn't think with his head because of this. He's always figured if he only has so much time he'd going too spend it doing what he wants. He doesn't think about the punishments or the consequences of his actions, he figured out a long time ago, what's the worst they could do to him? He's already dying, and their is no punishment higher then that of knowing everyday when you wake up that you are a day closer to death. He doesn't like drama or fighting, if it breaks out around him he just rolls his eyes. If someone tries to start something with him though, he will swing first, and think second. He's completely ruled by his emotions, meaning he doesn't lie to protect peoples feelings, he doesn't try to help people out by lying to them, if they make him upset they will know. Because of this he tends to drive people away.
There is only two people in the entire world that Tristan really cares about. Those two people are his little sister ___, and their guardian Maggy. ___ is the only person who has ever been able to really make it into Tristan's heart. When she's around he's a different person, he tries to be nice, he doesn't curse, he doesn't do any of his normal I don't care antics around her. Because ___ means the world to him. So if someone tried to hurt her, he would more then likely kill them on spot. No one hurts his little sister. While ___ may own his heart, Maggy is pretty close to earning her own spot in his heart. She's the only adult who Tristan will actually listen to when giving him orders. He thinks of her as a mom, even if they have no blood ties. [/size][/ul]
`cause this is about life.
[/b][/size][/center]father Nathan Gray, father, practicing doctor, 49
mother Marni Gray, mother, deceased.
sibling(s) ___ Gray - Living.
pet(s) Cat - Bibxy - Male - 6 years old - Black body - White tail - 3 white paws - Seth's cat
Cat - Storm - Female - 3 years - Dark Gray body - Black tip on tail - Shilo's cat
Rabbit - Cinderella - All white one black ear, and a black spot over left ear - Shilo's
Snake Boomer - Boa Constrictor
other family Maggy Largo - Guardian, singer, 29
history
marni wallace, was the head cheerleader of her school her senior year. she was in love with the schools rotti largo, a guy who most didn't think should have been with marni. they where the power couple of the school, the two where in love, and everyone believed they would be married right after they got out of school. this of course wasn't how things played out. rotti's best friend, nathan met marni. once nathan met marni he fell under her spell, the two tried to deny there love for each other. this didn't work out as marni was soon to distracted by her affection for nathan to take much notice to rotti. rotti discovered what happened, when he saw marni kiss nathan at there graduation party. rotti left town and neither nathen nor marni ever heard from rotti again. the two where deeply in love and while nathan was going to school to become a doctor him and marni became pregnant with there first child. Tristan, when Tristan was born both rotti and maggy where put down as god mother and god father. incase anything should ever happen to one of them.
Tristan was not healthy when he born. born with a weak heart, so weak that the doctors told nathan and marni that at any moment he could die. for the cause of this heart problem, wouldn't be solved with surgery. not that they could to surgery on such a tiny infant. Tristan had a blood disorder. something fatal, and painful. within a week of his birth, his parents where told he most likely wouldn't live until he was ten years of age. marni went into a deep depression, and nathan worked even harder to try and become a doctor. making it his mission to find a cure that would save his son's life. the search for the cure consumed nathan. it was all he had, so marni was left alone with her son. she would hold him and stare at him for hours, just rocking him and looking at him.
when Tristan was six years of age. it was the first time since his birth he'd spent more then a few days in the hospital. in the year that he was six he spent over nine months. living in the children's ward of the hospital. having multiple surgeries to attempt to fix his heart condition. he also had many blood transfusions, and he spent most of his time being hooked up to a machine. all his blood had to be filtered. over and over, to try and take out what it was his blood condition gave him. a poison that would kill him in a few short years or so everyone thought. in the months that Tristan lived in the hospital, his mother came to tell him he was going to be a big brother. only one month after he'd been released from the hospital to live in his own home was his little sister ___ born.
the birth of ___ came with a high price, the death of marni. Tristan had just turned seven, and has been told once more only a few years left. Tristan was happy about having his own little sister though. he promises to love her no matter what, the no matter what came into play a little to soon maybe. ___ had the same blood condition as Tristan. she will spend the first year of her life in the hospital, just as Tristan did. now Tristan was home and he goes to normal school. but he knows he was not normal and during pe he has been told he must sit down, he can't get his heart beat racing it could send him back to the hospital. for a seven year old Tristan knows that he was not the same as the others. he was quite and shy he doesn't talk much and he doesn't really seem to do anything but day dream. he cleans his home when he gets home, his father works hard night and day. living at work, he was now a doctor and he was attempting to find a cure for his children. so they might not leave him alone.
when ___ was four years old, she was allowed to come home. she was four years and had never lived any where other then the hospital. she had never visited her home. she was extremely shy. and she didn't like to speak much. she was still a light in Tristan's world. on the eve of his tenth birthday where he has been told he will die. his condition seems to go into remission. it was a miracle, doctors tell him to have check ups weekly. as well if this kept up he could live for a few more years. he was so happy, that he grows close to his sister. believing that maybe he could be there for her when she grows up. her case isn't as bad as him, while she must watch her heart, she doesn't have a death date.
Tristan went on living his life. nothing really happens. ___ and him both manage to stay out of the hospital. their father was still not in there life. and while Tristan was only six, nearly seven years older then his sister. she thought of him as her father. she told him she loves him and he loves her as well. they believe they are on their own in the world. both of them looking out for each other. Tristan lives with the fear that his sisters condition will grow worse and become like his. this never happened though. ___ grew up healthy for the most part with one of the worlds most protective brother. Tristan swore to her that he would never leave her.
then it happened. on his seventeenth birthday. he was once again given a date. they told him that he had no chance. even if he did everything. he was going to die. he was supposed to live to twenty. Tristan went threw a dark stage of depression for a month and then anger. during this time he cut himself off from ___ and everyone. until he decided that he would live everyday like his last. he may only have a few years left and he doesn't plan on living them with being bored. he was going to do everything he can, he's gonna be running when his time comes.[/size][/ul].[/color]
` which only hollow voices sing.
[/b][/size][/center]member titleSelf Destruct
rules word -admin edit-
rp sample .
Look at Faylinn [/size][/ul]
` are there giants too, in the dance?
[/b][/size][/center]This application was made exclusively for Nevermore by Maura Lee Bee. Steal it, and I will release the hounds when you least expect it. And they're not cute little puppies either. They are ravenous beasts because I constantly forget to feed them. They bite, by the way. And love flesh. Don't make me release the hounds. O _ O
Lyrics are from Meg & Dia's "Are There Giants Too, In the Dance?" on their album Here, Here, and Here.
[/size]Lyrics are from Meg & Dia's "Are There Giants Too, In the Dance?" on their album Here, Here, and Here.
