Post by olivia irene lawson on Mar 5, 2010 22:10:17 GMT -8
`you rule the world, you give the word.
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And if OLIVIA should fall behind...[/b]
"i'm not crazy or insane. i just don't understand what is happening to me"
` you've got to learn to act like god.[/b][/size][/center]
, age . twenty
, rp experience . many years
, how you found us . on here
, contacts . pm[/size][/ul]
`just let their suffering slip your mind.
[/b][/size][/center], nicknames . liv, olive, ollie, via, livia, livy
, age . seventeen
, date of birth . july eight
, species . human
, canon -ignoring-
, face claim . elise jane[/size][/ul]
`in which we nod in agreement.
[/b][/size][/center], weight . 116
, tattoos&piercings . n/a
, distinguishing features . has a birthmark in the shape of a heart on the side of her neck.
, physical flaws . kind of too small for her height and age. looks vulnerable.
, personal style .
sometimes dresses, but nothing that is like to revealing or anything like that. shorts when it's warm. jeans. sometimes skirts with leggings. t-shirts, sweaters, hoodies. things that are pretty casual and comfortable. nothing that will end up making her stand out more.
, general description .
olivia looks just like almost any other normal teenage girl in nevermore. except that maybe she is a bit to skinny and she tends to look as if she is high on something with her glazed over eyes. of course, the only thing making her like that, would be her meds. she tends to look vulnerable and sometimes weak. which, in olivia's case, she sort of is. most of the time, her green eyes barely have any kind of lightness to them, as if there is no life inside of her. but when she is on that good day, you can see straight to her soul and of the sweet girl that she is.
the girl makes herself look as normal as she can. never doing anything drastic to her hair or creating any kind of statement with her body or her clothing. the fact that most believe she is insane, she does her best to not stick out anymore than she already does. she wears plain looking clothing, with nothing fancy about them. she tends to stick to colors that are neutral or a bit natural. sometimes earth tones, as well.[/size][/ul]
`help me escape from lonely choirs
[/b][/size][/center], dislikes . taking meds, seeing therapist, doctors, hospitals, these 'hallucinations' she gets, when the meds make her drowsy or cloud her mind, her off days, headaches, being out in public by herself, being left alone anywhere.
, strengths . making music, writing, looking calm on the outside.
, weaknesses . her meds, keeping her parents happy, her music.
, goals . figure out what is really wrong with her
, fears . what she will find out is wrong with her, never figuring it out, the 'hallucinations' to get worse, her parents to commit her.
, secrets . her 'hallucinations' happen more than what she really tells her parents or the doctors.
, personality .
olivia is really a sweet girl. she has never done anyone wrong before and she never plans to do so. she doesn't really understand what is wrong with her, all she knows is that it all started happening when they moved from riverdale to nevermore. people believe she is insane and/or crazy. her parents think the same thing. during the first hour of taking her meds, she tends to be very..dull. she tends to just be dazed out or just curls up in her bed or on the couch and sleeps for a couple of hours. something she doesn't like. the meds also tend to make her eyes look a bit glazed over, as if she was high or something.
though olivia is such a sweetheart and probably wouldn't even hurt an ant, she doesn't really have that many friends. what with her having these 'hallucinations' and people believing she is crazy, most people don't even give her a chance. so she sort of just sticks to herself and her music. she is passionate about her guitar and piano, playing both of them all the time. she even writes her own songs and she would like to be a well-known song-writer or even composure.
she just isn't the type of person to go getting into any kind of trouble, she barely gives arguments to her own parents, seeing as half the time she can barely stay awake long enough to even speak to them. she tries to keep what is wrong with her hidden, but it usually doesn't take long for people to figure out she is 'crazy' and then they just go about like everyone else. pointing, whispering and even laughing. and though all of this happens, she stills stays a sweetheart, still keeps a smile to her face and tries very hard to not let it all get to her.[/size][/ul]
`cause this is about life.
[/b][/size][/center], father . jackson lawson
, mother . yolanda lawson
, sibling(s) . n/a
, pet(s) . n/a
, other family . the usual
, history .
olivia was born in riverdale, georgia. she was the only daughter to jackson and yolanda lawson. she has some memories of riverdale before they moved. she was about ten years old when they moved to nevermore, something about the business her father was in, for the reason they had to move. she really didn't understand then and doesn't even bother to understand what her father does for a living now.
when they moved into nevermore those seven years ago, olivia began to, well, catch glimpses of something when she would see a person. or even a group of people. she wasn't really sure what it was that she would see, but honestly, what she saw, she really did not like. olivia would then freak out, being a ten year old and not understanding. eventually, her parents became very worried. taking her to a doctor and not really coming up with anything, except for maybe that their little girl is possibly schizophrenic.
they got olivia on the meds she would need to make her not see these 'hallucinations' as her parents would call them. she would go three times a week to see a therapist and her parents would be the ever hopefully parents, just knowing their little girl will be okay one day. and not the crazy daughter of nevermore.
today, still, olivia does not understand what is wrong with her. she doesn't believe that she is schizophrenic or that she is having 'hallucinations'. but, she doesn't know what it is. all she knows, is that with certain people, she catches glimpses of something, something that just isn't right and she fears that maybe, just maybe, she really is insane.[/size][/ul][/color]
` which only hollow voices sing.
[/b][/size][/center], member title .
, rules word . -admin edit-
, rp sample .
see mona, hunter, athena, ambrose, calla, and elsie.[/size][/ul]
` are there giants too, in the dance?
[/b][/size][/center]This application was made exclusively for Nevermore by Maura Lee Bee. Steal it, and I will release the hounds when you least expect it. And they're not cute little puppies either. They are ravenous beasts because I constantly forget to feed them. They bite, by the way. And love flesh. Don't make me release the hounds. O _ O
Lyrics are from Meg & Dia's "Are There Giants Too, In the Dance?" on their album Here, Here, and Here.
[/size]Lyrics are from Meg & Dia's "Are There Giants Too, In the Dance?" on their album Here, Here, and Here.
